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Yes. That's true.
All the people who know me a little longer might have suspected it from my signature.
My body is female, but my mind and my heart say no, no you're a boy, not a girl. And they are right.
I am transsexual and that means I am a boy, trapped in a girl's body.
Sometimes I try to behave like a 'real girl', as my parents call it but every time I put make-up on or wear a dress I feel like a drag queen. But my parents often say:
"What's up with you? You're a pretty girl, why do you want to be a boy?" or they get annoyed and tell me I have to behave like 'what I really am'. But when I behave the way I feel, it's wrong in their eyes. They don't understand me and they don't know how much their words hurt me.
I've cut my hair short when I discovered what I really am and bind my chest.
– Sometimes it really hurts and I can not even really breathe.
But when I talk to strangers who have never ever seen me before and they say I'm 'a really nice guy' I feel good. That's what I am on the inside.
Being trans* changed nothing in my affection for both sexes. In fact I actually am in love with a girl but actually I am too shy to tell her.
No hating or flaming on this, please. Remember I am still a human being with emotions.
All the people who know me a little longer might have suspected it from my signature.
My body is female, but my mind and my heart say no, no you're a boy, not a girl. And they are right.
I am transsexual and that means I am a boy, trapped in a girl's body.
Sometimes I try to behave like a 'real girl', as my parents call it but every time I put make-up on or wear a dress I feel like a drag queen. But my parents often say:
"What's up with you? You're a pretty girl, why do you want to be a boy?" or they get annoyed and tell me I have to behave like 'what I really am'. But when I behave the way I feel, it's wrong in their eyes. They don't understand me and they don't know how much their words hurt me.
I've cut my hair short when I discovered what I really am and bind my chest.
– Sometimes it really hurts and I can not even really breathe.
But when I talk to strangers who have never ever seen me before and they say I'm 'a really nice guy' I feel good. That's what I am on the inside.
Being trans* changed nothing in my affection for both sexes. In fact I actually am in love with a girl but actually I am too shy to tell her.
No hating or flaming on this, please. Remember I am still a human being with emotions.
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I will draw fan-art or OCs for you, interaction as far as it's possible for me and romance or mild NSFW, as long as your request isn't too smutty. What I won't draw are animals, except for cats or dogs, or anything what is infringing dAs terms of submission such as gore or pornographic drawings.
Slots will be open until either all of them are filled or I will close them by mid-June 2018 due to the fact that I have to prepare for exams, too.
I claim the right to present WIP shots and the finished commissions in my gallery, giving credit to you of course.
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Inquisitors Parading In
In case anyone of you is interested in the short bios of my current playthroughs's Inquis, and for me to remember who has which major character traits, I've decided to create this little list here. Complete with a decent mugshot of every Inquisitor that survived the de- and reinstalling of the game on my PC before and after the hardware upgrade.
And just as a warning: I love to create my own headcanons, and even though I try to keep them as lore-friendly as possible, I don't take the game's preset origins as carved into stone.
(Unfortunately, for whatever reason, all saves from the cloud were gone and I had no chance of making a backup othe
Art feature for my watchers!
... And everyone else, who likes to participate. :dummy:I took this from ~zahlenfreak (https://www.deviantart.com/zahlenfreak)
For the first ten people who comment on this journal, I will put their avatar and the three deviations from their gallery I like most.
If you comment, you have to make a journal like this and do the same thing, putting me in as well (in addition to your ten comments).
The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone! :heart::painter:
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2. :iconcoupleofkooks:
3. :iconvampk1tty:
4. :iconAndreaIrgendwas:
5. :iconPlaviGmaz:
6. :iconTamarandom:
7. :iconKiraxHuimang:
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